~amanda~ says:
hi there
§ir W/£ove says:
hi there
~amanda~ says:
How are You ?
§ir W/£ove says:
okay, right now she is out working
~amanda~ says:
lol....that bad is it ?
§ir W/£ove says:
she is actually not being mean to me on purpose its just ...Joel is just not really in the equation except for my money...lol
~amanda~ says:
that guy she was talking with is still staying away right ?
§ir W/£ove says:
yes
§ir W/£ove says:
its been about 5 weeks now she's about as in love as she ever was
§ir W/£ove says:
if he came back today or let's say anytime before summer then Joel will have to move
~amanda~ says:
why do You think things will matter after summer ?
§ir W/£ove says:
at least that's what I think because she doesn't tell me anything she is hurting over him big time... maybe by summer if he doesn't come back§ir W/£ove says:
she will let it go, some of course that doesn't mean she will turn to me
~amanda~ says:
its going to take her awhile
§ir W/£ove says:
as I said I'm not even in the equation right now so I try not to take anything too personally but its hard not to§ir W/£ove says:
its good to be here alone ...or with the boys and though I try very hard I guess mostly, it sucks when we're both here...
~amanda~ says:
Do the boys notice ?
§ir W/£ove says:
it's hard to say... I think it comes out in them being emotional at school or being bad
§ir W/£ove says:
and the thing is I am soooo stupid! I am still in love with her and wish it could be good again!! I mean the things she and I did together! I mean woah... and wow and she was soooo perfect for me and now I'm just heartbroken
~amanda~ says:
i know You are i can tell in how You talk about her
§ir W/£ove says:
oh well thanks for listening and asking...lol
~amanda~ says::)

§ir W/£ove says:
it all depends on how you look at it§ir W/£ove says:
if you look at it - its a barn
§ir W/£ove says:
if you smell it... its a stable
§ir W/£ove says:
((well let's just look at it then))
§ir W/£ove says:
groucho & chico marx
~amanda~ says:
lol


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