*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
hey sweets
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
hello
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
Sir, thank You Sir for answering and making the sun shine in this sluts world Sir
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
this slut girl has a question Sir
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
yes?
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
this slutgirl has beenn reading and now is confused at subs & slaves....and actually thought she had it right until she read further
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
nods listens
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
seems to have read ....subs participate with out giving her will...she still has a choice in the matter and is obedient and says when she wishes not to participate....and slaves turn her will over to Master to be obedient and does not have a choice to end it or not.....is this correct or has this slut missed something
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
good question
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and in my opinion there can be a million interpretations on the rules
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
just like the definition of sin
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
because i dont want to refer to myself as a slave allthough it is in my blood to do so now....but i dont wanna be wrong in what i am....if that makes sense
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
the way I see it...
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
subs vs. slaves
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
is a silly name debate
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
none of you are technically little girls either
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but I like to refer to you as lil girl
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
sometimes
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
*listens
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
none of you is really a whore
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but sometimes the girl likes a "name"
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
slut? you are NOT a slut
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
neither of us has gotten laid enough this year to be called a slut
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
well its a great turnon t think so
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
wanna be slut
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
lol
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
<--counting on fingers
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
exactly so 1) NO one is a slave
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
in the real sense
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
its illegal for one
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
it is more realistic then to refer to the entire group as submissives
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
by definition
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but that kind of cramps the fun
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
don't it?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so in the overall rainbow of submissives
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
hmmm....just been doing some reading and from what i have found...i was only masquerading....but isnt that what its all about?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
we then define
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
that some wanna be slut, some wanna be slaves, and some want less so they are sub/subs not sub/slave or sub/slut
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
if you wish to say masquerade fine and yes that is part of what its all about... but don't be hard on yourself
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
i read about types of slaves....I, II, III...and from the looks of it i am type I slave...if slave is what i classify me as......confused!
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
not many folks can actually live a 24/7 fulltime lifestyle
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and even in that
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
not being hard...but i wanted to surprise you with something and as i read i saw where i felt lke a fake
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
the couple can say ...he or she is slave
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but its illegal
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
you can't kill em
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
you can't work em to death
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
well that is debateable with the contracts now
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
lol
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but you get my point
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
one judgement is silly
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
we should use the words that turn us on
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
we all need to use the words that turn us on
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
i know but was hoping to accomplish something and from what i read i am pathetic slave if that indeed is what i am
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and its only uptight idiots that will stop the game and say
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
you are no slave
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
even a pathetic slave needs encouragement along with her humilitaion
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
you have come a long way
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
there is nothing wrong with having a goal
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
yea i know
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
you like the sound of being owned fuckmeat
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
well yea....gives a sense of security that you belong to someone that cares
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
yes
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
BTW
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
listened to your cd again, this time on the way to my game last night
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
i won last nite
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
in my class
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
good for you
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
did you
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
?
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
when i hear Rebas , I Will song it reminds me of You so much
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
do you have time to chec something out online?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
lol sure
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
you know something?
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
i feel like and i know this will sound corney
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
but humor me for a second
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
<~~did not win and I ain't talking about it
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
listens
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
when it comes to you....i dont need to see a visual....it is a feeling that runs deep....and it feels like i have known you for a very long time with intense concerns of your well being....go ahead and laff...and no i have not overdosed on estregen
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
humors her .... crosses arms and listens
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
<----giggles and says nevermind....walks up to you to kiss your nose..and licks it
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
lets say this feeling... is REAL
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
k
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
what can / will / are you doing about it
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
what do you mean?
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
clarify
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
you declare a feeling
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
either as the prelude to a plan or
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
yes
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
as back up for what you do
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I know what you do for me
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
how important you are to me
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
but is that real
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
is that what you are going for?
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
or heading down
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
heading down...lol
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
sinking down more like in quicksand
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
yea i thought it too
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
grabbing at anything that will help me
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
it is sometimes selfish sometimes honest
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
there are moments when I can see other lives ...and other directions with other people... you included
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but I have a broken heart ...I am really damaged goods
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so I go no where fast
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
you are not damaged goods
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
yeah I am
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
wish I weren't but its true
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
NO....stomps foot
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and you said so yourself a long time ago... I am going to hurt the next person for what she's done to me
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
or what I percieve anyway
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
every day I want to tell her to get out
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
one day I will find the courage?
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
please hear me out for the sake of the possibility of me being right
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
don't know
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I would rather SHE give up
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
then I can live with myself better ...I hope
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
brb
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
back
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
back back back gone
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
home run
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
this slave addresses Sir in the most respectable manner that this slut knows how....in hopes that Sir will consider her thoughts on the subject and possibly He will see her way of thinking on this issue...knowing Sir is very OPEN minded on things and will soak it in Sir
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
listens...as I said before
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
when two hearts meet and are beating together each person learns, loves and experiences things as one...EACH learns and gives and is given to....it does not matter how or what shape we were in when they met...its what each has become and if they will allow to grow from it...I dont want my roses to die either and trust me it was a very ugly bush when i first planted it..
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
its like being in love with someone that is going to die...
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
do you sit and see how miserable you can make yourself
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
or do you look at what it hads enforced inside you
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
how you have grown and what you got ot experience from it
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
YOU do NOT lose anything.....YOU GAINED always because you were able to grow and learn things....
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
and feel
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
and with everything happening for a reason...
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
taken into consideration...
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
hwo do you know that V being in your life didnt enforce something that God needs your help with elsewhere...
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
you cannot look at this bad...because you took from the relationship...as bad as you want it to remain.....you recieved good things from it....and if by doing everything you can to make it stay...if it does not stay....you have gained and grown as a person....
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
each time you are with someone or talking to someone you gain...its always on a plus side...even my ex.....i gained...i may have wanted it to end but i learned...and when you stop learning you lose....
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
<---will stop typing if say the "safe word" now...
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
BTW....what is a safe word?
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
lol
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
lol
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and do safe words work?
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
you may have thought you were a mess a long time ago...but there was something that was not a mess that she saw
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
safe words are like condoms
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
and you are not a mess now
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
if you use them you wont' get hurt
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
ahhhhh
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but where is the thrill
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and the trust
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
its in a contract not the heart
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
question?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and contracts are broken too
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
people forget that promises get broken
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
yes and dont hold those contracts & promises hard....people give what they are capable of givingor want to give....its not harsh or meant to be cold....its human....but who you speak with, who you make love wit , who you have sex with, who you spend any amount of time with...all of those interactions of what we share , touch, feel...is who makes us who we are....
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
you have to let the painful thigs that hurt us ...let it go...think of how much you have grown....what you have learned...and what you have to share with someone willing to listen...its not about who hurt who and not understanding whys...
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
its not love unless it is given to someone
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
sorry got d/c please finish
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
did you get this line.....sorry got d/c please finish
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
sorry...did you get this.....am i making any semse at all to you?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
you have to let the painful thigs that hurt us ...let it go...think of how much you have grown....what you have learned...and what you have to share with someone willing to listen...its not about who hurt who and not understanding whys...
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
its not love unless it is given to someone
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
let me break this down a bit....may be easier for you to understand what i am trying to convey to you on a smaller scale
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
you have so many good qualities that V gave to you...and you had alot on your own i am sure...but you have grown into a wonderful person thru being with her...but in the same token you processed that info yourself and placed it where it belonged....and inturn you talked to me....as an example
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
serious senerio
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
ok
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
ready for the scenerio?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
yes
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
we will use me for instance cause i am small scale
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
what if for days on end....your friend does not log in
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
and you later fnd out she had died....
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
and would NO longer be there for you to talk, play with
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
what would you take from that scenerio?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
don't know how to answer that
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
yes you do
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
several things I guess
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
listens
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
do I know she's dead?
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
i already know it would upset you
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
yes you do
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
past that where would you feel placed and how does that pertain to your world
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
it hurts
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
yes agrees
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
but would you be depressed for any given time and be down on yourself because of this?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
missing the friend
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
yes... as humans we have patterns we like
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
even with a pet
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
you come home and there's no dog
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but the empty dog dish is there
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
you hurt
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
feel sad
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
then turn it around and se it from a different view...
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
miss the old ...not repeating pattern
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
you have not lost a friend...because you would know where she is..
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
sure not lost because I feel close to the spirit of my dead friend
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
even tho she cannot speak or interact...she is inside you...your thoughts....and actions....and you can remember what she said
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
yes
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
it is what keeps the dog waiting at the grave of his master
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
no
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but hopefully humans can process the reality far better and move on
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I treasure my memories of grandma carrie for example
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
*listens
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
she is part of me
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
what is different here is that venita is NOT gone ...only gone in spirit
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
it is like being with a negative ghostly version of your angel
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
its called emotional death
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
and it too has good things that you you gave to and tok from to make the person you are .....just as Grandma Carrie gave to you
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
okay sort of see what you are saying... so you are saying accept the death and let go more
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
no
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
i am saying allow your heart to know what has happened with the emotional death...and let your heat decide and move you
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
she doesn't know whatshe wants ...she says
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and doesn't want to be pressured into decisions
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
that just means she doesn't want him and she doesn't want Me
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and my heart keeps deciding to move on ...keeps trying to let go...
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
goes back to what i have always said to you....Take care of Joel first...which means allow the heart to accept things and then let your heart decide
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and really I stop each time...
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
you are like the lil ole lady that cries at the funeral home before the body gets there
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
and i am not saying its over with you and venita
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
i am saying you MUST take care of your own heart to be able to help or care for anyone elses
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
your heart is hurting...and you overlook it
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so gimme so medicine slut
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
<----sits on yer face
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
there ya go
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
best justification for fooling around I have ever heard
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
you can feel bad for V because she is so confused but you reallyt need to make sure you hold on to the good stuff she gave to you that helped you to grow into who you are....
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
yea...i heard that.....so fuck my throat....what'cha waiting on?
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
you can only make a promise to someone based on what you feel in your heart....and if the other heart does something different.....its not your fault..
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
nods yes















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