as a marriage fails... the lies the pain the crap

woke up to hear her truck starting up outside...
note on the computer screen...

at 5am... she'll be back shortly

Hahahahahahahhaahahha sure right yeah


does she even know how she lies to herself?

Mario conversation yesterday... cam is taped now to the top of the puter...

how stupid does she think we are here?


I pray that she leaves for good one day and takes us out of the daily misery.

never knowing when or if she will be here.

never knowing what we can count on....

my poor sons, how can a momma do this to her little boys... let alone Me?





"Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be... it's easy! All you need is LOVE!"