keeping fear in check

I have a tough road ahead
and its been tough up to now...
why do I do this?
why does anyone go on
in the face of awfulness
or pain or suffering?
why does God allow...

breathe
it may not be that bad....
babysteps may have to be taken
accept small progress AS PROGRESS !

breathe
even if it IS that bad..
it is NOT all happening NOW...
some has happenned
some is happenning
some will happen...
but YOU control
how you look
at what is right now...

and as you look at the bad...
don't look too long...

balance it with

what is good
what is good
what is good
what is good
what is good
what is good




and never give up....

your soul longs
to be held in the arms of truth

your body aches
to be carressed by the thought of passion

God knows
your goal is noble...
your journey hard...

and ONLY you know

as you get closer and and closer

how your soul learns
blessed and burned in the fire your life.