(sn): awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww omfg You just made my day by writing that~!!!!!!!!!!!!! god i love You Sir BUZZ!!! yup yup
SirwLove: now what did I write that made you smile????
(sn): You posted in Your blog the little postie note i left You at work You have no idea how much that means to me Sir
SirwLove: you have no idea how many times I"ve read it
BUZZ!!!
(sn): really?
SirwLove: really really
(sn): God You have no idea how close i am to just packing and leaving right now
SirwLove: yeah me too...lol really
(sn): ya really me too
(sn): my mom yesterday suggested that i move back home because i couldn't get a job here..that way i could work and save money during the summer
(sn): i don't even know what i want anymore...i just wanna be with You.
SirwLove: nods... listens...
BUZZ!!!
(sn): Honestly when i was in the hospital, i was thinking what if i die or am going to die what would be the one thing i would want before i did....and most people would assume i would say to be on broadway, or meet hanson, some stupid fantasy i had at some point in my life. But instead the answer i came up with was You. i realized if i could only have one more thing it would just to be with You one more time. To feel Your arms wrapped around me, to feel Your kisses, Your love, to share laughter, smiles, listen to music talk about whatever all the good stuffSirwLove: ty my little one... ty
(sn): Love You Sir
SirwLove: I woke up crying this morning... I have to keep going but I don't' know how much more I can do
(sn): What can i do to help?
(sn): I'm putting a care package together for You and the boys
SirwLove: awwwwwwwwww
SirwLove: I want to help you too
(sn): You do
(sn): brb
(sn): phone
SirwLove: kk
SirwLove: koolio
BUZZ!!!
BUZZ!!!
SirwLove: been an hour must be the phone call from hell ...lol
(sn): sorry lol
(sn): im back
SirwLove: wb
SirwLove: I read what you wrote above... "Honestly when i was in the hospital, i was thinking ..."
(sn): yes yes
(sn): it is the truth Sir
SirwLove: I wish I had something brilliant to say to that.... I just keep reading it over and over ...love you
(sn): nothing needed to say Sir
(sn): i just wanted You to know how i felt
SirwLove: *hugs*
(sn): to let You know i care and im here for You no matter what
SirwLove: awwwwwwww I am sooooo lucky
(sn): As am i Sir
BUZZ!!!
BUZZ!!!
(sn): i can tell Your working so hard Sir
SirwLove: yes I am ...sorry
(sn): no need to be sorry
(sn): sorry*
SirwLove: last night she told me about some guy she met at work and exchanged phone numbers with... then how she was surprised that the guy called...
SirwLove: I told her... You do all this to push me away... And Randy too... To keep us aware that you are not here to stay -she said ... I don't know Joel... I can't tell if its really over for us... I am not willing to say that either but I am certainly still in love with that asshole Mario
(sn): So frustrating
SirwLove: it totally astounding to see how she went from loving me like an idiot 14 yrs ago to just being an idiot
(sn): hugs tight
SirwLove: and you see this has happened to me before... it always starts out hot and good... always going to be love forever
SirwLove: I simply just don't' believe much any more... I feel broken
SirwLove: ty for letting me vent
BUZZ!!!
BUZZ!!!
SirwLove: I know you have your battles too
(sn): np Sir anytime
SirwLove: and I support you in beating your monster
(sn): Sir, please just know that no matter what i will always love You, if it's as a friend, a slave, a lover whatever im always here for You to help in anyway i can, and never be afraid to ask for my help. im a giver not a taker
Try imagining a place where it's always safe and warm.
"Come in," she said,
"I'll give you shelter from the storm."
SirwLove: now what did I write that made you smile????
(sn): You posted in Your blog the little postie note i left You at work You have no idea how much that means to me Sir
SirwLove: you have no idea how many times I"ve read it
BUZZ!!!
(sn): really?
SirwLove: really really
(sn): God You have no idea how close i am to just packing and leaving right now
SirwLove: yeah me too...lol really
(sn): ya really me too
(sn): my mom yesterday suggested that i move back home because i couldn't get a job here..that way i could work and save money during the summer
(sn): i don't even know what i want anymore...i just wanna be with You.
SirwLove: nods... listens...
BUZZ!!!
(sn): Honestly when i was in the hospital, i was thinking what if i die or am going to die what would be the one thing i would want before i did....and most people would assume i would say to be on broadway, or meet hanson, some stupid fantasy i had at some point in my life. But instead the answer i came up with was You. i realized if i could only have one more thing it would just to be with You one more time. To feel Your arms wrapped around me, to feel Your kisses, Your love, to share laughter, smiles, listen to music talk about whatever all the good stuffSirwLove: ty my little one... ty
(sn): Love You Sir
SirwLove: I woke up crying this morning... I have to keep going but I don't' know how much more I can do
(sn): What can i do to help?
(sn): I'm putting a care package together for You and the boys
SirwLove: awwwwwwwwww
SirwLove: I want to help you too
(sn): You do
(sn): brb
(sn): phone
SirwLove: kk
SirwLove: koolio
BUZZ!!!
BUZZ!!!
SirwLove: been an hour must be the phone call from hell ...lol
(sn): sorry lol
(sn): im back
SirwLove: wb
SirwLove: I read what you wrote above... "Honestly when i was in the hospital, i was thinking ..."
(sn): yes yes
(sn): it is the truth Sir
SirwLove: I wish I had something brilliant to say to that.... I just keep reading it over and over ...love you
(sn): nothing needed to say Sir
(sn): i just wanted You to know how i felt
SirwLove: *hugs*
(sn): to let You know i care and im here for You no matter what
SirwLove: awwwwwwww I am sooooo lucky
(sn): As am i Sir
BUZZ!!!
BUZZ!!!
(sn): i can tell Your working so hard Sir
SirwLove: yes I am ...sorry
(sn): no need to be sorry
(sn): sorry*
SirwLove: last night she told me about some guy she met at work and exchanged phone numbers with... then how she was surprised that the guy called...
SirwLove: I told her... You do all this to push me away... And Randy too... To keep us aware that you are not here to stay -she said ... I don't know Joel... I can't tell if its really over for us... I am not willing to say that either but I am certainly still in love with that asshole Mario
(sn): So frustrating
SirwLove: it totally astounding to see how she went from loving me like an idiot 14 yrs ago to just being an idiot
(sn): hugs tight
SirwLove: and you see this has happened to me before... it always starts out hot and good... always going to be love forever
SirwLove: I simply just don't' believe much any more... I feel broken
SirwLove: ty for letting me vent
BUZZ!!!
BUZZ!!!
SirwLove: I know you have your battles too
(sn): np Sir anytime
SirwLove: and I support you in beating your monster
(sn): Sir, please just know that no matter what i will always love You, if it's as a friend, a slave, a lover whatever im always here for You to help in anyway i can, and never be afraid to ask for my help. im a giver not a taker
Try imagining a place where it's always safe and warm.
"Come in," she said,
"I'll give you shelter from the storm."
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