more stupid ramblings, somebody save me from myself:



SiratYahoo : last night I had money stuff to talk about that I couldn't even get to because - you don't want to be married or love me... I couldn't breathe...still can't and STILL can't talk about our crap... this is obscene... I had good stuff ...money things to work out and now I don't give a fuck... I don't know how you can hurt me so ... why do I let you do this to me? what is the point... I am sorry sorry sorry fuck! you are good enough I don't need entertainment... fuck....
SiratYahoo : ggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
SiratYahoo has signed out. (7/1/2004 5:14 PM)



she answered on post-it notes:

words fail me now, as manyt imes lately. I do love u and don't want to say the wrong thing like last time and make more trouble ... the weekend will come and we will talk...


you don't know how manytimes I tried to call today... one thing I did hear last night is that I have been wrong ...just me is good enough.

I am sorry for all the things I do ...never meaning to hurt you...
try to take care of yourself and be well... we'll talk soon - Venita



don't ya just love that?












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