snail report for Monday


(sn): Sir~!
(sn):
SirwLove: snaily!
(sn): kneels naked looks up and smiles
(sn): im really hurting today so not sure i can do much but im here for You to use if You wish Sir
SirwLove: man... you've come a long way lil one


(sn): i have?
SirwLove: please take it easy and know I am pleased with you
(sn): ty Sir
(sn): im trying to find a clinic near me to go to, i think i have strep throat
SirwLove: yes and please take care of my property
SirwLove: *hugs*
(sn): i will Sir
SirwLove: mmmmmuah muah muah
(sn): mmmmmmmmuah muah muah muah muah
SirwLove: yes hehehehehe
SirwLove: like that
(sn):
(sn): god i've missed You
SirwLove: well said, snail... miss you too
BUZZ!!!
BUZZ!!!
(sn): ty Sir
SirwLove:
(sn): i want to come visit You
SirwLove: I want that too...ty for caring about me
(sn): ty for caring so much about me Sir, and not giving up on me and leaving
SirwLove: awwww snail



SirwLove: so you gonna go to a clinic now or not?
SirwLove:
(sn): yay Jen just told me where a clinic is thats real close to here
(sn): ya im gonna get dressed and stuff and head over
(sn): in about an hour
SirwLove: snail is gonna get fixed up
(sn): yuppers


(sn): and next time im in innisfil im going to the police station
SirwLove: oh?
SirwLove: tell me
(sn): Just to talk to them about my dad...
SirwLove: good a dialogue so you are stronger and not afraid
(sn): yes...to see what my options are and stuff
(sn): im scared but it has to be done
SirwLove: I am damn proud of you!
SirwLove: go snail!!!!!!!
SirwLove:
(sn): lmao
SirwLove: hehehehe



SirwLove: okay so tell me what you've done today rest/sleep?
(sn): thats about it Sir lol
SirwLove: okay well some antibiotics are needed for you
(sn): yes i think so Sir

SirwLove: I want my snail feeling better
(sn): hopefully by tomorrow i will be, Sir
SirwLove: me too


SirwLove: sweet girl ...that's you
(sn): Ya know what, i think my mom really cares about me Sir
(sn): and my sister too
SirwLove: I am thinking that they'd have to be Inhuman not to.... they know what is right ... they are just scared too
(sn): my mom has been sending me cards, and being nice to me, and saying she loves me and believes in me and stuff
SirwLove: good it is the least she can do... but she needs to do it
SirwLove: I want you gettin' loved all over the place
(sn): hehehe
SirwLove: cuz you are sooooooo sweet and lvery very loving
(sn): really? You mean that??
SirwLove: yes... I do
SirwLove: despite all that has happened to you
(sn):
SirwLove: you are giving and sweet and kind
SirwLove: very loving girl
SirwLove: you accept me and my faults and struggles and don't push me away like most women will
(sn): As You do for me Sir...most people push me away and don't want to talk to me cause im so messed up


SirwLove: you are good for me... you make me feel like a King no matter what I do...
SirwLove: and I'm not always the best guy ...but I try to be honest... try not to hurt anyone...
(sn): well it's God Sir...he put U/us together for a reason
SirwLove: you know more about me than anyone... and you care even tho... you know I am a shit head somedays... you care when I can't be my best...

SirwLove: even tho sometimes I know I must hurt you sometimes... you know I talk to and sometimes play with others on line but you always seem to get it right that YOU have gotten closer to me than anyone ... and closer than I ever thought I'd let anyone get to me when I started on line

(sn): Well everyone has their good days and bad days...and i know what it's like, i need someone and so do You, and i know i hurt You sometimes like You hurt me sometimes, it's just a part of life Sir...but W/we are good for eachother right now so take it while You have it. God has given U/us eachother for a reason

SirwLove: yes snail .... love you



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wow
I just read that back...

I must say... it looks like I really do care for snail.
(and I do)
its just that I carry around my love for venita in the front of my brain
and don't stop to think to much about how I have love for her...
or any of my other on line friends for example.

and snail and I have met in person...
that makes a world of difference...
she's got her problems
I have got mine.
but we don't hide it...
we move ahead in babysteps...
hurting and trying not to hurt each other.

that is loving...
is it love that lasts?
I hardly believe in love that lasts.


there is passion
and romance
and sex
and good sex...lol

but lasting love is not a formula my generation and younger have

it was the WWII generation that got it right and had 50 yr marriages.

wonder what they knew?

me too.


snail reads everything here because she cares that much.
to read even the hard stuff.

that impresses me daily


and anyone else that reads me daily should let me know so I can send you a thank you.


mmmmmmmmmmuah!









"No where you can be that isn't where you're meant to be... it's easy! All you need is LOVE!"