not as much blogging lately

okay, honestly I have been very emotional and grumpy...
wishing I could be anything BUT that ...so I have not been writing much...
I don't want to examine the crap...
and the good stuff ... hmmmm I worry I will lose it by talking about it.

damn I hate how my stomach feels day after day.

I ache inside...

ouch.

wish someone could hold me and say...
it will all be alright, Sir





"Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be... it's easy! All you need is LOVE!"