the current that wants to drag me under...

like most folks...

I have tons of things to do


that I don't want to do...




and a few things I'd like to do...
but just can't find the energy...


blogging is one thing I love to do...
and I have not been here enough...


I am fighting major depression...
struggling every day to not swear, hate, growl
and be a downer to those around me.

anxiety is fear of hurt/pain in the future...
LOL I am Mr. Anxiety

Lord help me to fight this devil fight

the current that wants to drag me under...
Lead me where you need me,
YOUR will,
Not Mine.













"how your soul learns... blessed and burned in the fire your life!"