she keeps trying to tell me that she's moving on and letting go of Mario...
but there is no evidence...

I am not even allowed to point out how she hurts me any longer...
she can't take the "crushing guilt" I "inflict" on her.

she wants to go again to Indiana...
and the threat is that if I don't agree ...she won't eat.

venita how can this be?

how did you do this?

How in the fucking world did you go from being my anything girl to hating me so ?

How do I protect the boys from what you are capable of?

INCREDIBLE!



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meanwhile snail was on the IM from her parents house yesterday...
mom saw... told dad...
dad hit her several times...
and that's my fault I guess...

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

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Try imagining a place where it's always safe and warm.
"Come in," she said,
"I'll give you shelter from the storm."