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cunt says:
sometimes when i read what the other slaves write You, and the convo's You have with them...i feel like im just another one of Your slaves, and i think sometimes i hope that its not that...i know You care about me but i know You care about the others too, and i guess im just greedy and want to feel special, to feel like i have someone that cares only about me and no other women ya know...i know it sounds bad to say that but that's sometimes just how i feel i don't know if its cause of the past or whatever but ya know...
§ir W/£ove says: well said
cunt says: ty Sir...its just how i feel
§ir W/£ove says: I understand completely
§ir W/£ove says: lets see if I can help
cunt says: ok
§ir W/£ove says: what you just described as wanting for you... is perfect and you deserve it it is more important for you than say... a great D/s relationship with me... and I am a grown man so I am not a fool about what girl like you needs and should want
cunt says: no i want a D/s relationship Sir
§ir W/£ove says: you've grown up in hell so it is really important to heal the wounds so that you can give yourself to a D/s relationship freely not escape your hell for another hell just because it is different
cunt says: i guess i just dont want to share You
§ir W/£ove says: first you see what I am saying?
cunt says: i wanna feel loved, and special, i want to be happy§ir W/£ove says: we all want that cunt
cunt says:experience things i missed out on growing up
§ir W/£ove says:nods I ache for you lil one
§ir W/£ove says: now about sharing ME there are 2 contexts to discuss
one is in the context of our D/s relationship the other is the context of reality pick one for me to start with
cunt says: D/s
§ir W/£ove says: okay D/S in that world... 1) you are a my cunt...owned slave bitch and I don't fucking care about your tears over sharing me... honestly you are for my pleasure in the D/s world.... and I need lots of attention more than you can devote right now... so be patient and your time could increase in the next year.
2) in the D/s world Master may decide that from time to time he wants the attention of bi slaves
cunt says: i know Sir
§ir W/£ove says:
there is no way to do this well unless you have sister whom I approve of
§ir W/£ove says:
I could leave it to you to bring me a slave from time to time to play with us...but you are new
§ir W/£ove says:
and you have your own steps to learn ...it is too much to ask
§ir W/£ove says:
so... in the D/s sense
§ir W/£ove says:
you are not really to concern your self about sharing me...because it is only your job to please my needs wants and fantasies and trust that I know what is best
cunt says:yes i understand Sir
§ir W/£ove says: further if you don't like it (...in the D/s context, only) we can stop now
§ir W/£ove says: choose cunt
cunt says: no no no no no§ir W/£ove says: good
cunt says:i dont want to stop Sir§ir W/£ove says: now sssssssssh I know U now in the reality context
§ir W/£ove says: I am a married man ... who's marriage is failing
§ir W/£ove says: I have been faithful to my vows and wife for 11 yrs
§ir W/£ove says: I don't want it to end and everything I do with you or anyone could be said to be cheating on HER now she doesn't care but that's not the point
§ir W/£ove says: the point is that because I have my history too...my baggage...my children with her even even if we decided to move in together you would have to deal with sharing me with my future ex and my kids etc and I wouldn't blame any girl for not wanting that
cunt says: i knowSir
§ir W/£ove says: I hate the whole divorce and step parent culture completely I grew up in it often I feel frozen not able to blow up the lousy life I am doomed to be in because I don't want my kids to live the crap of divorce
cunt says but hey at least Yougrew up with parents...ones that loved You cared for You etc i wish i could help You Sir
§ir W/£ove says: my parents do love me but they can't help me
cunt says i wish i could just make mario say fuck you i dont want to be with you§ir W/£ove says:he did! lol
primaballerina_14 says: or make your wife realize what she is doing§ir W/£ove says: many times
cunt says: he did???
§ir W/£ove says:yes
cunt says:
sometimes when i read what the other slaves write You, and the convo's You have with them...i feel like im just another one of Your slaves, and i think sometimes i hope that its not that...i know You care about me but i know You care about the others too, and i guess im just greedy and want to feel special, to feel like i have someone that cares only about me and no other women ya know...i know it sounds bad to say that but that's sometimes just how i feel i don't know if its cause of the past or whatever but ya know...
§ir W/£ove says: well said
cunt says: ty Sir...its just how i feel
§ir W/£ove says: I understand completely
§ir W/£ove says: lets see if I can help
cunt says: ok
§ir W/£ove says: what you just described as wanting for you... is perfect and you deserve it it is more important for you than say... a great D/s relationship with me... and I am a grown man so I am not a fool about what girl like you needs and should want
cunt says: no i want a D/s relationship Sir
§ir W/£ove says: you've grown up in hell so it is really important to heal the wounds so that you can give yourself to a D/s relationship freely not escape your hell for another hell just because it is different
cunt says: i guess i just dont want to share You
§ir W/£ove says: first you see what I am saying?
cunt says: i wanna feel loved, and special, i want to be happy§ir W/£ove says: we all want that cunt
cunt says:experience things i missed out on growing up
§ir W/£ove says:nods I ache for you lil one
§ir W/£ove says: now about sharing ME there are 2 contexts to discuss
one is in the context of our D/s relationship the other is the context of reality pick one for me to start with
cunt says: D/s
§ir W/£ove says: okay D/S in that world... 1) you are a my cunt...owned slave bitch and I don't fucking care about your tears over sharing me... honestly you are for my pleasure in the D/s world.... and I need lots of attention more than you can devote right now... so be patient and your time could increase in the next year.
2) in the D/s world Master may decide that from time to time he wants the attention of bi slaves
cunt says: i know Sir
§ir W/£ove says:
there is no way to do this well unless you have sister whom I approve of
§ir W/£ove says:
I could leave it to you to bring me a slave from time to time to play with us...but you are new
§ir W/£ove says:
and you have your own steps to learn ...it is too much to ask
§ir W/£ove says:
so... in the D/s sense
§ir W/£ove says:
you are not really to concern your self about sharing me...because it is only your job to please my needs wants and fantasies and trust that I know what is best
cunt says:yes i understand Sir
§ir W/£ove says: further if you don't like it (...in the D/s context, only) we can stop now
§ir W/£ove says: choose cunt
cunt says: no no no no no§ir W/£ove says: good
cunt says:i dont want to stop Sir§ir W/£ove says: now sssssssssh I know U now in the reality context
§ir W/£ove says: I am a married man ... who's marriage is failing
§ir W/£ove says: I have been faithful to my vows and wife for 11 yrs
§ir W/£ove says: I don't want it to end and everything I do with you or anyone could be said to be cheating on HER now she doesn't care but that's not the point
§ir W/£ove says: the point is that because I have my history too...my baggage...my children with her even even if we decided to move in together you would have to deal with sharing me with my future ex and my kids etc and I wouldn't blame any girl for not wanting that
cunt says: i knowSir
§ir W/£ove says: I hate the whole divorce and step parent culture completely I grew up in it often I feel frozen not able to blow up the lousy life I am doomed to be in because I don't want my kids to live the crap of divorce
cunt says but hey at least Yougrew up with parents...ones that loved You cared for You etc i wish i could help You Sir
§ir W/£ove says: my parents do love me but they can't help me
cunt says i wish i could just make mario say fuck you i dont want to be with you§ir W/£ove says:he did! lol
primaballerina_14 says: or make your wife realize what she is doing§ir W/£ove says: many times
cunt says: he did???
§ir W/£ove says:yes

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