THIS MUST STOP!

where to begin?

I'm angry, I'm hurt...
girls think that ONLY they get hurt when they get raped...

but I told her, everyone that cares about you gets hurt and wants to stop this...

WHAT am I to say?

I feel like I've been no help at all...

snail was raped again by her father last night


nothing I say or do matters....
she has to live her own life...
its very frustrating...
but is that because I've made her so important to me...
as a way to avoid and deflect how venita hurts me daily?


if I thought it would work
I would tell her
I can't take being raped by your dad any more...
talk to me the day you leave that house for good.

but I can't do that either....
its so hard to let this keep happenning !

THIS MUST STOP!!!
what am I going to do?

how can this just keep happenning ???

my heart is broken



"how your soul learns... blessed and burned in the fire of your life!"