staying home today to rest...watch the boys...
called in sick.

right now venita is sleeping in... I don't get it
if she was staying home... then I could have gone to work...
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr







I have been thinking I want to write more often but things just keep me too busy.






pixi is down to less than a month before haylee arrives...yay!
she met with a Domme and I know she really likes her. dunno what will happen there... but I know our friendship will stay intact... no matter the outcome. she's a good slave girl... its hard that we are so far apart and cannot meet.


snail's blog moved me this morning... I worry about her so much.
she says she wants to be a slave...
she wrote that she is happy I called her "cunt" for the first time in a while yesterday. I want so much to lift her up and get her to a life... get her on her way to seeing that she is lovable and that she can beat her monster.


heavens in texas is struggling with her chemo...
we talked briefly yesterday...
she goes to work... comes home takes her meds and goes to sleep...
bless you lil missy... sending you healing warmth and strength.



if only I could make the lives of my friends better....

if only I had just a bit more magic to spread around.


talked to sheesh this morning...typical aggravating messenger convo... where she talks and then stops for 15 min at a time...
I should resolve to not bother. she said she's a bitch... lol accept it.


deannadrycunt also makes me crazy, submissive one moment and gone the next... offering the world and apologies then simply being rude and if I could figure out the mystery that would be good.
she's unique... I give her more of a break than I should but frankly I have tried to just let it go... but I don't seem to be able to say "go away" ... lol not when she's in the right mood...lol who would?



**and then there is indie...


she and I have been talking since Feb 04....
she's married and if I could I would talk to that man of hers and get him straight on the lovely girl he's got... damn sometimes I feel like he's wasting his slave - right before my eyes... I read her blog and want so much more for her too.... I find her very attractive and feel moved by her attention. reading her blog is something I do daily - she's simply great. http://www.writtensin.blogspot.com/






Try imagining a place where it's always safe and warm.
"Come in," she said,
"I'll give you shelter from the storm."