another fight at home

another awful friday at work and...
then a stupid drive home and...
then...
she's mad about so many things
so easily and...
another fight at home
"at some point...(during the fight she says...)
I'm going to stop being excited about the weekend."
baiting me to say something stupid and...
there's that feeling
nothing I do will make this awfulness stop

nothing I can say and...
so I keep my hand still
stay in place
don't say a word
and believe me
that's hard to do

do nothing with style
in the quicksand of life
if you struggle you only go down
faster













"how your soul learns... blessed and burned in the fire of your life!"