Friday, April 02, 2004

I left finally ....last night.
I am still crying.
feeling hateful...

I should feel better someday.
If I stop letting her hurt me.











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Tuesday, March 30, 2004

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**this is an older one, written for my spirit girl before she went away.









could have done so many things but I let her rest...
I let her sleep...
I watched her sleep and thought about
your bed an how you like it to feel....
covers tight or lose tonight....
this way or that way...
how is your nose...
can you go this way?
hmmmmm
now that's good...
oh,
oh,
oh...oh yeah...
and getting hard now against your ass.
bed is never the same with out you next to me...
learned that early on...
there is sleep,
and there is sleepin' with tita...
now you might laugh and say what?
but I know the difference.

to be put to bed by You angel....is
undescribable...
even for me ...and all my words...

sleepin with you is only surpassed by one other pleasure my girl
baby girl...
to wake up with you (tears)
ah, (stabs his heart with fake dagger)
ah, ( back of hand to forehead)
to wake next to your soft skin...
your smell
your sometimes grumbly demeanor....
wishing only to bring back the smile...
I take your shoulder and kiss and rub.
I wish to give you freedom and love in each day.

in hope to find you back in my bed
each night
curled at my back or
goin' the "other way"
just so you are there when I wake up...
my treasure baby ...girl