*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
hey sweets
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
hello
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
Sir, thank You Sir for answering and making the sun shine in this sluts world Sir
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
this slut girl has a question Sir
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
yes?
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
this slutgirl has beenn reading and now is confused at subs & slaves....and actually thought she had it right until she read further
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
nods listens
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
seems to have read ....subs participate with out giving her will...she still has a choice in the matter and is obedient and says when she wishes not to participate....and slaves turn her will over to Master to be obedient and does not have a choice to end it or not.....is this correct or has this slut missed something
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
good question
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and in my opinion there can be a million interpretations on the rules
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
just like the definition of sin
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
because i dont want to refer to myself as a slave allthough it is in my blood to do so now....but i dont wanna be wrong in what i am....if that makes sense
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
the way I see it...
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
subs vs. slaves
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
is a silly name debate
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
none of you are technically little girls either
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but I like to refer to you as lil girl
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
sometimes
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
*listens
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
none of you is really a whore
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but sometimes the girl likes a "name"
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
slut? you are NOT a slut
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
neither of us has gotten laid enough this year to be called a slut
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
well its a great turnon t think so
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
wanna be slut
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
lol
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
<--counting on fingers
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
exactly so 1) NO one is a slave
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
in the real sense
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
its illegal for one
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
it is more realistic then to refer to the entire group as submissives
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
by definition
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but that kind of cramps the fun
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
don't it?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so in the overall rainbow of submissives
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
hmmm....just been doing some reading and from what i have found...i was only masquerading....but isnt that what its all about?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
we then define
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
that some wanna be slut, some wanna be slaves, and some want less so they are sub/subs not sub/slave or sub/slut
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
if you wish to say masquerade fine and yes that is part of what its all about... but don't be hard on yourself
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
i read about types of slaves....I, II, III...and from the looks of it i am type I slave...if slave is what i classify me as......confused!
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
not many folks can actually live a 24/7 fulltime lifestyle
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and even in that
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
not being hard...but i wanted to surprise you with something and as i read i saw where i felt lke a fake
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
the couple can say ...he or she is slave
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but its illegal
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
you can't kill em
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
you can't work em to death
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
well that is debateable with the contracts now
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
lol
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but you get my point
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
one judgement is silly
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
we should use the words that turn us on
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
we all need to use the words that turn us on
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
i know but was hoping to accomplish something and from what i read i am pathetic slave if that indeed is what i am
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and its only uptight idiots that will stop the game and say
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
you are no slave
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
even a pathetic slave needs encouragement along with her humilitaion
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
you have come a long way
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
there is nothing wrong with having a goal
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
yea i know
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
you like the sound of being owned fuckmeat
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
well yea....gives a sense of security that you belong to someone that cares
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
yes
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
BTW
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
listened to your cd again, this time on the way to my game last night
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
i won last nite
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
in my class
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
good for you
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
did you
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
?
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
when i hear Rebas , I Will song it reminds me of You so much
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
do you have time to chec something out online?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
lol sure
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
you know something?
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
i feel like and i know this will sound corney
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
but humor me for a second
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
<~~did not win and I ain't talking about it
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
listens
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
when it comes to you....i dont need to see a visual....it is a feeling that runs deep....and it feels like i have known you for a very long time with intense concerns of your well being....go ahead and laff...and no i have not overdosed on estregen
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
humors her .... crosses arms and listens
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
<----giggles and says nevermind....walks up to you to kiss your nose..and licks it
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
lets say this feeling... is REAL
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
k
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
what can / will / are you doing about it
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
what do you mean?
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
clarify
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
you declare a feeling
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
either as the prelude to a plan or
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
yes
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
as back up for what you do
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I know what you do for me
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
how important you are to me
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
but is that real
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
is that what you are going for?
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
or heading down
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
heading down...lol
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
sinking down more like in quicksand
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
yea i thought it too
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
grabbing at anything that will help me
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
it is sometimes selfish sometimes honest
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
there are moments when I can see other lives ...and other directions with other people... you included
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but I have a broken heart ...I am really damaged goods
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so I go no where fast
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
you are not damaged goods
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
yeah I am
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
wish I weren't but its true
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
NO....stomps foot
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and you said so yourself a long time ago... I am going to hurt the next person for what she's done to me
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
or what I percieve anyway
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
every day I want to tell her to get out
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
one day I will find the courage?
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
please hear me out for the sake of the possibility of me being right
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
don't know
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I would rather SHE give up
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
then I can live with myself better ...I hope
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
brb
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
back
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
back back back gone
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
home run
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
this slave addresses Sir in the most respectable manner that this slut knows how....in hopes that Sir will consider her thoughts on the subject and possibly He will see her way of thinking on this issue...knowing Sir is very OPEN minded on things and will soak it in Sir
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
listens...as I said before
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
when two hearts meet and are beating together each person learns, loves and experiences things as one...EACH learns and gives and is given to....it does not matter how or what shape we were in when they met...its what each has become and if they will allow to grow from it...I dont want my roses to die either and trust me it was a very ugly bush when i first planted it..
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
its like being in love with someone that is going to die...
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
do you sit and see how miserable you can make yourself
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
or do you look at what it hads enforced inside you
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
how you have grown and what you got ot experience from it
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
YOU do NOT lose anything.....YOU GAINED always because you were able to grow and learn things....
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
and feel
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
and with everything happening for a reason...
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
taken into consideration...
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
hwo do you know that V being in your life didnt enforce something that God needs your help with elsewhere...
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
you cannot look at this bad...because you took from the relationship...as bad as you want it to remain.....you recieved good things from it....and if by doing everything you can to make it stay...if it does not stay....you have gained and grown as a person....
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
each time you are with someone or talking to someone you gain...its always on a plus side...even my ex.....i gained...i may have wanted it to end but i learned...and when you stop learning you lose....
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
<---will stop typing if say the "safe word" now...
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
BTW....what is a safe word?
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
lol
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
lol
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and do safe words work?
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
you may have thought you were a mess a long time ago...but there was something that was not a mess that she saw
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
safe words are like condoms
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
and you are not a mess now
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
if you use them you wont' get hurt
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
ahhhhh
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but where is the thrill
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and the trust
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
its in a contract not the heart
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
question?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and contracts are broken too
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
people forget that promises get broken
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
yes and dont hold those contracts & promises hard....people give what they are capable of givingor want to give....its not harsh or meant to be cold....its human....but who you speak with, who you make love wit , who you have sex with, who you spend any amount of time with...all of those interactions of what we share , touch, feel...is who makes us who we are....
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
you have to let the painful thigs that hurt us ...let it go...think of how much you have grown....what you have learned...and what you have to share with someone willing to listen...its not about who hurt who and not understanding whys...
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
its not love unless it is given to someone
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
sorry got d/c please finish
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
did you get this line.....sorry got d/c please finish
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
sorry...did you get this.....am i making any semse at all to you?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
you have to let the painful thigs that hurt us ...let it go...think of how much you have grown....what you have learned...and what you have to share with someone willing to listen...its not about who hurt who and not understanding whys...
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
its not love unless it is given to someone
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
let me break this down a bit....may be easier for you to understand what i am trying to convey to you on a smaller scale
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
you have so many good qualities that V gave to you...and you had alot on your own i am sure...but you have grown into a wonderful person thru being with her...but in the same token you processed that info yourself and placed it where it belonged....and inturn you talked to me....as an example
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
serious senerio
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
ok
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
ready for the scenerio?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
yes
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
we will use me for instance cause i am small scale
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
what if for days on end....your friend does not log in
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
and you later fnd out she had died....
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
and would NO longer be there for you to talk, play with
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
what would you take from that scenerio?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
don't know how to answer that
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
yes you do
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
several things I guess
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
listens
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
do I know she's dead?
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
i already know it would upset you
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
yes you do
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
past that where would you feel placed and how does that pertain to your world
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
it hurts
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
yes agrees
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
but would you be depressed for any given time and be down on yourself because of this?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
missing the friend
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
yes... as humans we have patterns we like
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
even with a pet
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
you come home and there's no dog
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but the empty dog dish is there
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
you hurt
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
feel sad
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
then turn it around and se it from a different view...
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
miss the old ...not repeating pattern
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
you have not lost a friend...because you would know where she is..
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
sure not lost because I feel close to the spirit of my dead friend
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
even tho she cannot speak or interact...she is inside you...your thoughts....and actions....and you can remember what she said
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
yes
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
it is what keeps the dog waiting at the grave of his master
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
no
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but hopefully humans can process the reality far better and move on
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I treasure my memories of grandma carrie for example
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
*listens
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
she is part of me
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
what is different here is that venita is NOT gone ...only gone in spirit
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
it is like being with a negative ghostly version of your angel
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
its called emotional death
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
and it too has good things that you you gave to and tok from to make the person you are .....just as Grandma Carrie gave to you
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
okay sort of see what you are saying... so you are saying accept the death and let go more
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
no
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
i am saying allow your heart to know what has happened with the emotional death...and let your heat decide and move you
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
she doesn't know whatshe wants ...she says
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and doesn't want to be pressured into decisions
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
that just means she doesn't want him and she doesn't want Me
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and my heart keeps deciding to move on ...keeps trying to let go...
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
goes back to what i have always said to you....Take care of Joel first...which means allow the heart to accept things and then let your heart decide
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and really I stop each time...
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
you are like the lil ole lady that cries at the funeral home before the body gets there
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
and i am not saying its over with you and venita
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
i am saying you MUST take care of your own heart to be able to help or care for anyone elses
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
your heart is hurting...and you overlook it
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so gimme so medicine slut
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
<----sits on yer face
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
there ya go
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
best justification for fooling around I have ever heard
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
you can feel bad for V because she is so confused but you reallyt need to make sure you hold on to the good stuff she gave to you that helped you to grow into who you are....
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
yea...i heard that.....so fuck my throat....what'cha waiting on?
*Your spirit angel* {SBIT} says:
you can only make a promise to someone based on what you feel in your heart....and if the other heart does something different.....its not your fault..
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
nods yes















"Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be... it's easy! All you need is LOVE!"

offically missing the snail now...

filling time best I can.

very quiet here alone ... very lonely.

but somewhere someday somehow...

I will feel better.

just not now.
:(













"Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be... it's easy! All you need is LOVE!"

§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
run run BUMP~!
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
hehe run run bump~!
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I tried to find out what was happenning tonight and pushed
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so I guess I knew better ....and it started her to fight with me
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
she got mad and threatened to take the boys and leave
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
leave to where?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
it was 2 ugly phone calls
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
she said she would put them in the car and just go somewhere
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so I had to stop talking
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
Ok then
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and try to make things better
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
Hugs You sooooo tight Sir
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
such crap
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
oh that was good~!
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
just staring at you cuz it feels good
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
It's ok Sir
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
Anything i can do for You Sir?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
anyway I don't know what is happenning later either lol for all the crap I went thru
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I wanted to extend the courtesy of Randy staying here since he's given her 300 he needed to live in the motel
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
fool
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and he did that expecting that he was gonna get more money
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but one guy hasn't paid (he must go to Ft Wayne for that ) and his mom ripped him off and can't pay him back
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
Yes
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
Damn
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so he's not done with Gayna's stuff
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
That really sucks
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
out of money
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and gave venita money for car insurance
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I said well he's using the car and he needs it to get around
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so that's fair
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
Yes
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and he can stay for 2 - 5 days
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
that should make it even
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
i was going to give You money for gas also, which i forgot to do
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
she said NO I have to pay him back
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and let him stay here
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
(you can see where this was going)
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
Ummmm okay..
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
yes
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I said just let me talk to randy
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
we'll work it out
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
she got more upset and made it look like I was badgering her
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so it just ends up that Randy can stay at Gaynas till Friday
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I said okay and then he's gonna take the bus back to Ft Wayne to get his money
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and she got mad about that too
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
Why?
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
That is silly


▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
He's NOT leaving
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
unless she drives him
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
which she can't
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so its all this impossible crap
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
Why because he doesn't want to? Or he can't afford to or what?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
she keeps building chaos
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
right ....What does Randy want
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and what can he actually do etc
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
im sorry Sir i wish there was something i could do to help
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I said ... Venita he will simply do what ever you tell him to do
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
don't you see that?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
she says well... I'm not giving him any advice or hints about what he should do
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I said ... look snail stayed here and because she did we saved money that allowed us to pay bills... just like you have done with randy
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
hugging You tight Sir
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I said its cool to have him stay here... I like him
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but I am not gonna be my best christian self and have him fucking you in our house
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
he can't move in and he can't stay
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and that set her off on wanting the house and kids and ME out






▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
thanks for listening.
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
It's all craziness Sir, im here to listen any time You know that











"Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be... it's easy! All you need is LOVE!"

Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
im reading Your "interview" Hey i think You need to add me to Your favourite fans lmao
This is old..


▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
yes
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
like 3 yrs
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I am old
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
Lmao i love You Sir...interests outside of baseball...sex
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
lol


Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
Ewwww that is grose,
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:

Do you have any strange superstitions or pre-game rituals?

Once you win, Don't change or wash the uniform

▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
that was my mistake! (this season)
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
What if You just kept winning?? You'd never wash Your uniform
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
lol
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but who cares
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
you are winning
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
True
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:

Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:

What is your favorite baseball memory?
Comerica Park, Sept 24th 2000


Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
what happened then?? why is it a memory Sir?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
really?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I have not told you?
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
No
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
blog
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
worthy
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
i don't think so?
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
Tell me tell me tell me Sir
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
hehehe
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
That was a fun interview to read lol
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
okay Sept 2000 Comerica park
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
~~~ listens closly
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
our league has a thing they do with the Detroit Tigers... we get to play there on a weekend they are out of town.
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
Koolio
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so each guy pays like $300 - $350
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
something like that
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
they get about 60 guys
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and make 4 teams of15 guys
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
from the guys that sign up
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
then you go down to the stadium
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and play a game friday night/ 2 saturday and again on Sunday
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
Awesome
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
15 guys bat in a continuous batting order so everyone gets a chance to play fairly
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
Okay
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so I got to do this
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
the week before
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
we had playoffs and I pitched
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
my arm was worn out
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
shoulder and elbow both
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
when I got down there on Friday night
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
it was raining
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but I asked venita to make it stop
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and it did
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
we played in some wet conditions but no rain
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and they let us play
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
Yay
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I went out to coach in the first inning and was lost in coaches box staring at the stands like a boy
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I played some right field and batted
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
nothing spectacular
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I couldn't throw
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
there was a guy tho
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
that hit the first homerun in our group
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
Kevin Saunderson
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
big guy
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and big in music in the techno field too...
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
Alright
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
he crushed a homerun


▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so on Saturday
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
it was still rainy but we got 2 games and pizza in
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I played catcher ...heheheh even tho I couldn't throw barely back to the pitcher
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and I was kinda bummed I had ruined my arm for my big time fun day
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
Awww
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
Man that arm of Yours is in rough shape
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so I got a base hit
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
on Saturday and went home
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
tired.... 3 games in 2 days
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
plus playoffs before that
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I prayed
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
please please please
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
let me be able to throw on Sunday
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
well I went out on Sunday and warmed up
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and for some reason I COULD throw
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
there were 2 guys that wanted to pitch
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and I was one
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so the guy running our team said I could pitch
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but didn't say when
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
then he and his buddies ...the other pitcher too
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
walked down to the left field corner to take pics
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
pretending to catch stop home run balls with great catches
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
ehhehehhe
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
umpire came over and said the game was starting
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and they were still down there
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I said Okay
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I'm going first
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
hehe
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and I told my friend Dan to put on the catchers gear
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and walked right out to the mound
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
it was the sweetest clay mound I have ever stood on
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
perfect and smooth
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
even tho it had been raining
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I pitched 3 innings
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and allowed 1 run
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and to end the 3rd inning
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I struck out Kevin Saunderson
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I walked off the mound
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
to the dugout
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and I knew my arm as now really trashed
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but I had done it
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I got my time
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I got my strike out

▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I got out the tough hitter
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and walked to the dugout like it was the world series
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and my wife and kids were in the stand cheering
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and I waved my cap
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
like a real player
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and was over come
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
at how perfect the moment was
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
Awwwwww Sir now that is blog worthy





and then this last game I struck out 3 guys in a row
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
never did that before
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so that was pretty good











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Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
You know what Venita told me today...
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
*listens*
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
She said to me i still love Him and care about Him deeply and don't want to hurt Him, i want what is best for him, she said she can't let that go, but she thinks that maybe she isn't the right one for You anymore
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
Then she thanked me for being so good to You and keeping You sane
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
And for being good to the boys etc
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
she told me the last thing...about thanking you and being good to the boys
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
she thinks that maybe she isn't the right one for You anymore
Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy says:
She hurts Sir...it's so easy just to say she doesn't care i mean from someone who see's things from the "outside angle" but i don't know sitting there talking to her i could tell she hurts and she doesnt like what she is doing and doesnt like how she feels but it's like a maze she is stuck in and cant find her way out of...and she is the only one who can make it better
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
exactly
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
dead on correct