the blog bites back... but, what about her nightmares, mom?

***previously posted at my msn spaces..

If you are reading this ... "mom" -- I love your daughter...

she's cute and she's good and kind...

I know what she needs...

I only wish I was her dad some days so I could give her all she needs.

Safety Healing and Love.

We TALK alot around here....
does anything much happen?

not really.... frankly.... we talk because NOTHING is happenning....

if we WAS all BUSY We'd be too BUSY TO BLOG.


so yeah the blog bites back...
somebody reads something and they think something
and they think they know something
and what they don't know is that
under your own roof is the devil...

under your own vail of denial
is the evil lifestyle...

and though I say it loud again...

THIS MUST END~!

you keep her trapped in bouts of self hate...
never to suceed
always to need her father's loving hand?
and her mom's deaf ear?

despite you
she will get help
despite you
she will have a life
despite you
leaving her
to cry again and again
no daddy
please stop
as she does
in her
nightmares.



"how your soul learns... blessed and burned in the fire of your life!"