For i know the plans

For i know the plans, i have for you,
declares the Lord,
plans to prosper you
and not to harm you,
plans to give you hope
and a future























"how your soul learns... blessed and burned in the fire your life!"

my mommas birthday

My momma's birthday is tomorrow...
bless her God...

thanks for all shes done~!

without mom...

where would I be?


:P



"how your soul learns... blessed and burned in the fire your life!"

keeping fear in check

I have a tough road ahead
and its been tough up to now...
why do I do this?
why does anyone go on
in the face of awfulness
or pain or suffering?
why does God allow...

breathe
it may not be that bad....
babysteps may have to be taken
accept small progress AS PROGRESS !

breathe
even if it IS that bad..
it is NOT all happening NOW...
some has happenned
some is happenning
some will happen...
but YOU control
how you look
at what is right now...

and as you look at the bad...
don't look too long...

balance it with

what is good
what is good
what is good
what is good
what is good
what is good




and never give up....

your soul longs
to be held in the arms of truth

your body aches
to be carressed by the thought of passion

God knows
your goal is noble...
your journey hard...

and ONLY you know

as you get closer and and closer

how your soul learns
blessed and burned in the fire your life.

mindy provides a theme song

"Fighting For It All"

You can try to

keep me down

You can try to

keep me under

But you'll never

get my will,

You'll never

take my will to fight

'Cause I was born

at the bottom

of this mountain

I'm scared

and I'll probably climb it,

Climb it

till the day I die

All the things

I know I needed

Just keeps me going

All the things

I never had

Just keeps me wanting it more

Fighting for it all

I know

I'm not that pretty

I'm only

average smart

With an overwhelming uncanny need

just to need to survive

But you can dig a grave

six feet under

But you'll have to take me up

'Cause you know

I won't be going high

All the things

I know I've needed

Just keeps me searching

All the things

I never had

Just keeps me wanting it more

Fighting for it all

I never had a hero

Never met a saint

And there's nothing on this earth

I can take with me...Anyway!!!

All the things

I know I've needed

Just keeps me going

All the things

I never had

Just keeps me wanting it more

Fighting for it all

Fighting for it all

So, you can try to keep me down

You can try to keep me under

But you'll never get my will,

You'll never take my will to fight

mindy smith

"Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be... it's easy! All you need is LOVE!"

I suck as a bf

I suck as bf...

"bf" of course = boyfriend....

she says
of course
I don't...
but of course, I do...

I can't be there...
I can't call...

I can't find her a job and a place...
set her up like a guy should...

so she's free and she's doin' her best,
and I'm believin' in her all along
but missing her like crazy
so it may be
bein' lazy
but I got out all her pictures
and
just looked at them

I said I love you's to the keyboard...
and tried to let her go
and love her all at once...

when you get in
you really get in
here...
my house
my heart
miss you
oh oh oh
under the same sky
suffering learning growing
believing in the goodness
in you.





"Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be... it's easy! All you need is LOVE!"