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a comet soars
strong and powerful....
beauty in the night sky...
gently lights the corner of a life
where someone doesn't much care

the smartest move is don't get caught
staring
standing
waiting
for her to get too close
the smartest move is out the path
for what looks good as she approaches
and lights the corner of the night
will land a mass of firey hell on your chest
it is her destiny.

a scientist
safe in observance
reverent of the path
can thrill to what God sets in motion

the rollercoaster ...undenied
the bull rider ...tossed aside

vicariously
precariously
delightfully
insightfully

the best of lovers...
constant and believing
waiting for her return
waiting for the light she brings
and the afterglow that sings a thousand songs.

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thank you (sn)!!!!


her blog today reads..........

bumblebeetuna~! :)
mexican squirrel's...???

Tuesday, April 06, 2004
Sir i just wanted to say thank You. Calling me today in the hospital was the best thing You could have ever done to show me You care. When i answered and it was You i was just so happy i had a huge smile on my face, and i thought i was gonna cry(but happy cry) i really realize now how much You care about me Sir, not that i didnt before but..well You know what i mean. so ty i owe You Sir mmmmmuuuuuuaaaaahhhh

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well here we go again...
she loves me she loves me not...
maybe I'm not standing
on the right spot....
really sinking in the sand...
here we go again...

stranger in a strangerland

the band is playing badly

garbage piled in anger and...

my hand is shaking madly

breaking on the beach...

sand got stuck in my birthday suit

loves already out of reach...

sickly sucking on the bitter fruit....

lying on the inside...
frying cuz I can't decide
blotting out the memories and
riding into the fire
of irrational desire...
dark and cold and welcoming nonetheless.

I am rotting in the hot sunshine
I am dying on the inside
but right now I'm just fine.

well here we go again...
she loves me she loves me not...
maybe I'm not standing
on the right spot....
really sinking in the sand...
here we go again...















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update update update.....


like a phoenix rising...
I returned
and now she is gone

but I have my boys....
I love them soooo much!!!!

pls pls don't come back and hurt us again...
pls just stay away...
we will heal if you do...

if you can't stop hurting those that love you... how do we stay safe from you?









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