do you have any questions for Sir?

niki says: sighs, probably about a thousand, but i'll think of them more when W/we are done talking unfortunately lol You have a collared subbie though yes?

§irW/£ove says: lol you are very cute today

niki says: its true Sir lol

§irW/£ove says: on line I have a Stable of a couple collared sub/slaves each has been my friend a while except for one we don't seem to match up well on line time like we used to so I am frankly being open to the idea of making sure I haven't overlooked someone special ... like you... who seems to be on more when I am on... timing on line is a big thing in my 4 yrs of doing this on line thing... I've had many collars come and go I didn't take it very seriously like real life I try to respect it more nowadays because I have been hurt lol doah

niki says: nods, know that feeling also Sir

§irW/£ove says: so currently... to answer the question

niki says: and Your collared ones are ok with sharing Your time?

§irW/£ove says: in Sirs Stable there is niki(lil j) from toronto she is my good friend married 2 kids probably she and I will never meet we talk about once a month she feels badly she is so busy in her life

niki says: ~listens~

§irW/£ove says: and knows her place and is happy when someone pleases Sir... she likes to know I am happy


niki says: smiles


§irW/£ove says: there is pixie(cassie) from Utah... who is no longer on line


§irW/£ove says: but she calls me about once a week she is pregnant with her second child our timing is lousy...lol and she has a complicated life with the soap opera of babies and not being married and more than one father so we are friends...but meeting someday? dunno she cares a great deal about me and has been a great listener I consider those 2 collared but it is not the kind of collar that will lead to meeting someday... it is on line fun or was on line fun and we are still friends make sense?

niki says: nods, yes, it does Sir

§irW/£ove says: it is a stable rule that everyone get along and I have more to tell you I am glad you asked on the one hand its kinda plain "wrong" it makes me sound and look like a player but truthfully its just honest everyone I talk to regularly knows each other I called it a stable for fun and it stuck as a name rules and formality built up...lol girls came and left and came and left frankly it has a life of its own sometime

niki says: lol, no doubt

§irW/£ove says: sometimes I feel like in real life all I need is one but I like the fantasy on line of the stable and its not meant to hurt anyones feelings I care a great deal about that have I made sense? still like me?

niki says: i dont see it as being wrong...its honest, not hidden, and You express Your intent very well, and its fun, thats whats important, ppl having fun lol, yes still like You

§irW/£ove says: yeah! MUAH MUAH MUAH

niki says: i do have issues currently with the being shared though, not in general, but in the situation i'm currently in, its sorta like Your set up i guess, except its not as open i dont think...i'm not exactly sure is why i fuss about it sometimes



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valentines day... I can't fix all the broken hearts...
wish I was loved...
wish I knew how to get to where I used to be.


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how to evaluate the past few days...

I love Venita so much...
she is the mother of my children - we have so much history and love in common.
I am getting tired of being the only one here for the last 4 years.

I know you THINK you love HIM but you HAVE NEVER MET THE MAN.
get over your silly fantasy - your husband begs you every ...EVERY day.

if someone cared I would say...

venita you are a nut case!
I am really stupid for loving you.
stupid for having made our 3 beautiful children...

you tell the boys one thing...
tell me nothing...
tell yourself a fantasy...


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I have tried to protect my heart some by talking on line and strengthening my friendships...
but I really only truly want my life back.

I miss my wife... and my life... I hate drifting through...
paying for everything and always being broke...
she gives me no chance.

...writing him just about every day and thinking about meeting and having sex with others...
she says she loves me but doesn't feel "that way" about me and I guess she stays to not hurt her children. This is simply sad and awful... I love her so much and she writes to this man who never responds... a man who has left her time and again.

Because he knew they shouldn't be together...

I am sooooo angry - angry and tonight I have a sore throat and earache....

I want to be loved.
I miss being cared about.

I don't understand where my spirit angel is so I go snooping...

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awwbabygirl (5:46:55 AM): U should know...Ur the last thought before I sleep and the first sleepy groggy thought that starts my day. Ur so important to me Papi...I'm off to start my day bright and early. Have a great day my love! XOXOX
awwbabygirl (6:13:35 PM): A fun dinner tonight Papi. Boys are having pop corn fish sticks and steak fries. Mom is having artichoke/ spinach dip and bread sticks, bouorbon chicken strips and bake potato skins. House is warm and cozy and smells yummy the hot artichoke and spinach has garllic...yummrs . Wish U were here...Happy Firday Mario!

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feb 11

awwbabygirl (7:30:59 AM): Love U XOXOXOX
awwbabygirl (10:59:37 PM): Got my hair done today. Wish U were here to tell me I look pretty, run Ur fingers thru my hair and pull my lips in a soft kiss, swat my ass and tell me to get to the bed Papi wants some loving....

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feb 10

awwbabygirl (8:18:38 AM): morning ...allen park...and U?
antonio_49017 (8:20:05 AM): kalamazoo, but wow I lived in Allen Park for years close to the High school
awwbabygirl (8:20:17 AM): i am near arno
antonio_49017 (8:20:27 AM): ok
antonio_49017 (8:20:44 AM): so tell me how was you heart broke?
awwbabygirl (8:21:14 AM): oh oh lol after a normal.. do the right thing life... i turned dumb and got hurt...
awwbabygirl (8:21:54 AM): fell in love and I shouldn't have ... and he o far as to tell my hubby heloved me and wanted to be with me... and then dumped me right before Christmas... not
awwbabygirl (8:22:16 AM): cause he doesnt love me but cause he doesnt want to break up my family...make my boys cry
awwbabygirl (8:22:27 AM): so dumb girl... and omg i hate it when i am dumb lol
antonio_49017 (8:22:49 AM): and hubby left too?
awwbabygirl (8:23:05 AM): sorry.. bad typing.. i havent had my coffee yet lol
awwbabygirl (8:23:39 AM): no i begged him to move but he stayed here.. and he wont stop trying... says there is no one like me
antonio_49017 (8:23:43 AM): is husband and you still together?
awwbabygirl (8:23:56 AM): sorta ..
awwbabygirl (8:24:04 AM): i want a divorce and cant afford it..
awwbabygirl (8:24:34 AM): we are staying in thehouse for theobys.. james 9, andy 7, and marcus 5.. til i can afford a place of my own...
awwbabygirl (8:25:03 AM): no fighting ..just kinda sad huh ?
antonio_49017 (8:25:14 AM): no chance of working it out with husband
awwbabygirl (8:25:29 AM): no i dont think so....
awwbabygirl (8:25:58 AM): i love him.. he is my best friend.. but i am not in love with him...
awwbabygirl (8:26:23 AM): and that doesnt seem to be repairing itself
awwbabygirl (8:27:31 AM): wow..lol.. nothinglike a heavy conversation that makes me look like a jerk roflmao
awwbabygirl (8:27:42 AM): so tell me bout U
awwbabygirl (8:27:45 AM):
antonio_49017 (8:29:34 AM): wow it must be something in Allen Park. When I lived there my wife had affair. and i tried my best to make her see I loved her and it didn't matter what had happen. But she said the something you just did. She loved me but wasn't in love with me. That i was her best friend but she left me anyways it took me a long time to get over it we were married for 10 years
awwbabygirl (8:30:01 AM): OMG.. i am sorry.. We have been 14 years...
awwbabygirl (8:30:14 AM): and u have to know... This isn't like me...
awwbabygirl (8:30:23 AM): so maybe it is allen park lol
antonio_49017 (8:30:41 AM): wasn't like her either i think that was the problem
awwbabygirl (8:30:48 AM): i am a California girl originally..Married and allen park guy
awwbabygirl (8:31:21 AM): ur probably right... its hard to be so far out of ur personality and comfort zone...
antonio_49017 (8:31:29 AM): she was so upset by what she did she couldn't forgive herself
awwbabygirl (8:31:46 AM): at least i managed to never act upon it...
awwbabygirl (8:31:58 AM): i understand that feeling..
awwbabygirl (8:32:18 AM): part of me would rather start again.. than stay
antonio_49017 (8:32:23 AM): but if husband can forgive then you should too
awwbabygirl (8:32:47 AM): yes.. but i don't feel the way he wants... and he knows the difference
awwbabygirl (8:32:52 AM): and its sad
antonio_49017 (8:33:26 AM): love is like anything else you have to work at it
awwbabygirl (8:33:34 AM): yes...
awwbabygirl (8:33:47 AM): it has been almost 4 years now
antonio_49017 (8:33:57 AM): wow
awwbabygirl (8:34:16 AM): since i met theothr man... never kissed him.. never had dinner.... but how i feel hasnt changed
awwbabygirl (8:34:52 AM): to put it bluntly.. i am fucked....lol
antonio_49017 (8:35:15 AM): may I ask how sex life with husband?
awwbabygirl (8:35:25 AM): but i am not a quitter.... There is always something to love in every day
awwbabygirl (8:35:34 AM): i stopped having it...
antonio_49017 (8:35:47 AM): for four years?
awwbabygirl (8:35:52 AM): ummm no
awwbabygirl (8:36:19 AM): we made love bout 10 times last year... down from bout 10 times a week for all the years before...
awwbabygirl (8:36:33 AM): and ummmm i tried thispast week... and
awwbabygirl (8:36:54 AM): i would be better off with a stranger... it doesnt feel right
awwbabygirl (8:36:58 AM): makes me cry
antonio_49017 (8:37:19 AM): I'm so sorry to hear that
awwbabygirl (8:37:38 AM): my entire world has changed and its hard to recognize myself sometimes...
awwbabygirl (8:38:05 AM): you know... this is not a great representaion of who i am
awwbabygirl (8:38:09 AM): in total..lol
awwbabygirl (8:38:32 AM): i am a very wonderful, femine, sexy, smart, funny woman
antonio_49017 (8:38:37 AM): with my life i try not to judge other people
antonio_49017 (8:39:00 AM): well you sure look attractive
awwbabygirl (8:39:45 AM): aww ty.. iam not too good in pics...ur like the real girl so much better lol
antonio_49017 (8:40:14 AM): well would love to meet the real girl
awwbabygirl (8:40:28 AM): ummm i like lunches...
antonio_49017 (8:40:41 AM): yes
awwbabygirl (8:40:45 AM): a safe way to meet in public in the day tee hee
antonio_49017 (8:41:03 AM): that would work for me
awwbabygirl (8:41:17 AM): are u ever near allen park anymore?
antonio_49017 (8:41:50 AM): I travel alot for my job so yes I'm there every other week or so
awwbabygirl (8:41:58 AM): cool...
awwbabygirl (8:42:26 AM): i work while the boys are in school but ususally can adjust my schedule
awwbabygirl (8:42:49 AM): we will have to chat and get to know each other better...
antonio_49017 (8:42:57 AM): sure
awwbabygirl (8:43:24 AM): but baby.. i have some work calls to make ...now that the boys just left for school
awwbabygirl (8:43:42 AM): want to talk later?
antonio_49017 (8:43:47 AM): yes
awwbabygirl (8:43:56 AM): i may be home some today...
antonio_49017 (8:44:14 AM): put me on your list
awwbabygirl (8:44:52 AM): yes
antonio_49017 (8:45:40 AM): great I will be waiting to talk with you later I'm doing paper work today
awwbabygirl (8:46:06 AM): aww ty... see you later MUAH!!!!
antonio_49017 (8:46:21 AM): later bye
antonio_49017 (2:21:15 PM): hello again
awwbabygirl (8:41:32 PM): sorry i missed u...i ended up being gone most of the day ;(...

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feb 10

awwbabygirl (9:35:45 AM): Please can we talk? XOXOX
awwbabygirl (9:49:28 PM): Missing the thought of Ur kiss Papi...

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feb 9

awwbabygirl (3:28:47 PM): Got Ur pic up...and Ileave the IM on, just in case, maybe today will be the day. Everyday, I pick up the phone to call U...girls aren't suppose to call boys...it's not polite or lady like...so I stop. Oh Mario, please...OOOXXXOXOXOO
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feb 8

awwbabygirl (8:34:46 PM): Missing U Papi...Loving U still...V

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feb 7

awwbabygirl (12:51:09 PM): Papi,
awwbabygirl (12:52:20 PM): Made Ur salsa...omg too good!! I am having some right now . Ty for the recipe...now I really want to cook with U!!! What else U got baby?

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feb 6

awwbabygirl (10:22:44 PM): Ur on my mind Papi...sending U some love and a kiss MUAH!!

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feb 4

awwbabygirl (5:13:00 AM): Yuck! Its a little after 5:00 and I am out the door to the gym...wish I was back in my warm bed! Seriously, I like working out so this will be fun. Got my head phones and some rump shaking music . I am thinking of U Papi and sending a smile and a kiss....
awwbabygirl (7:41:29 AM): Back from the gym ! Today breakfast is good. I went thru the Crispy Creme drive thru and got 3 donuts ( so as not to tempt myself lol). Here is the deal...get dressed, eat a banana and get a donut !!! U can choose hot chocolate or orange juice....as for me..naked and wet in the shower XOXOOOOXXXXX

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Below you will find a variety of kiss types. If you find some that catch your fancy, feel free to try them :-)

Butterfly Kiss - With your faces less than a breath away, open and close your eyelids against your partners. If done correctly, the fluttering sensation will match the one in your heart.

Cheek Kiss - A friendly, "I really like you" kiss. Often the preferred kissing method of a first date. With your hands on your partner's shoulders, gently brush your lips across her cheek.

Earlobe Kiss - Gently sip and suck the earlobe. Avoid louder sucking noises as ears are sensitized noise detectors.

Eskimo Kiss - With your faces less than a breath apart, gently rub your noses together.

Eye Kiss - Hold your partner's head with both hands and slowly move their head in the direction you wish your kiss to go... then slowly kiss up towards your partner's eyes and give them a tender kiss on top of their closed eyes.

Eyelid Kiss - While your partner is resting/sleeping with eyes closed, very very gently kiss the spot right below their browbone. A very intimate kiss.

Finger Kiss - While laying together gently suck on their fingers. This can be very seductive and pleasurable.

Foot Kiss - An erotic and romantic gesture. It may tickle, but relax and enjoy it! To give a toe kiss by gently suck the toes and then lightly kissing the foot. It helps to gently massage the base of the foot while performing the kiss.

Forehead Kiss - The "motherly" kiss or "just friends" kiss. The forehead kiss can be a comforting kiss to anyone. Simply brush your lips lightly across the crown of their head.

Freeze Kiss (or Melt Kiss) - Experiment with this fun kiss. Put a small piece of ice in your mouth, then open mouth and kiss your partner, passing them the ice with your tongue. It's an erotic and sensual french kiss with a twist of cold.

French Kiss - The kiss involving the tongue. Some call this the "Soul Kiss" because the life and soul are thought to pass through the mouth's breath in the exchange across tongues. Surprisingly, the French call this "The English Kiss".

Fruity Kiss - Take a small piece of fruit and place between your lips (juicy fruits such as grapes, strawberries, small pieces of pineapple or mango are ideal). Kiss your partner and nibble one half of the piece of fruit while they nibble the other until it breaks in half, allowing the juice to run into your mouths.

Hand Kiss - Gently raise her hand to your lips. Lightly brush your lips across the top of her hand. Historically this kiss was performed with a bow, which showed deference to a lady.

Hickey Kiss - The object is not to draw blood, but to gently leave a mark that will prove your interlude was not a dream. This is often included in erotic foreplay.

Hostage Kiss - Cover your lips with tape and get your love's attention. When they come near, make noises like you're trying to tell them something and motion as if you can't get the tape off. Once they remove the tape from you to hear what you're trying to say tell them: "I've been saving my lips all day just for you!" Then kiss your love passionately!

Hot and Cold Kiss - Lick your partner's lips so that they're warm, and then gently blow on them. The sudden cold blast makes for a sensual explosion, and they will often try it on you next, as well as get very passionate.

Mistletoe Kiss - Surprise your lover by capturing them with a gentle holiday kiss under the mistletoe. This is also a good method for shyer individuals to steal a kiss from a potential lover.

Letter Kiss - Send your lover a kiss in a love letter by writing the letter x several times in a row at the bottom of a letter such as XXXXX.

Lick Kiss - Just before kissing, gently run your tongue along you partners lip whether it be the top or bottom one depending on the position of your lips. Very sensual.

Lip Sucking Kiss - When kissing gently suck on their lower lip. This can be very exciting.

Neck Nibble Kiss - Gently nibble up and down your partners neck. End with a gentle kiss on the lips.

Nip Kiss - This kiss can create a very erotic sensation. While kissing your partner, ever so gently nibble on their lips. You must be very careful not to bite to hard or hurt your partner. When done correctly, this kiss ignites wonderful sensations.

Reverse Lips Kiss - It involves standing above your lover and kissing them from over their head. This way, each kisser can take the hyper-sensitive bottom lip of thier lover in their mouths, and GENTLY draw blood to the surface of the lip by nibbling and sucking. A very sensuous, connecting kiss.

Searching The Cavern - Use the lips and tongue to gently tickle and kiss your lover's navel. Vary speeds and stroke to change sensation. Invigorating and intoxicating.

Shoulder Kiss - Simply come from behind, embrace her, and kiss the top of her shoulder. This is a sensual, loving kiss.

Sip Kiss - Take a small sip of your favorite drink. Leaving a little bit of it on your lips, kiss your partner. It is a unique way to create a sensual feeling and your partner will enjoy it.

Talking Kiss - Whisper sweet nothings into your partner's mouth. If caught in the act, simply say as Chico Marx, "I wasn't kissing her. I was whispering into her mouth."

Teaser Kiss - Starting on the forehead, a sweet short kiss on lips, then move up the arms up to her hand, kiss her hand, then come back up her arm, to her face and then lightly kiss her lips till she wants a passionate kiss.

The Buzzing Kiss - Gently place your lips against your lover's neck , behind their ear. Now, send a shudder through their skin by gently growling and humming, vibrating your lips and cheeks as you do so. Move up and down the neck, over the bones of the face and lips. Stimulating and erotic when done correctly.

The Whipped Cream Kiss - Dip your finger into some cool whip or whipped cream of your choice. Lick it off slowly, then embrace your partner and kiss them deeply letting their tongue slip over yours for a wonderfully sweet kiss. It's very seductive and passionate.

Tiger Kiss - Quietly sneak up behind your partner making sure they do not know what you are going to do. Out of the blue, grab them and gently bite their neck. Make sure to get a few good growls in too. This will surely surprise them.

Trickle Kiss - Take a sip of a favourite drink and trickle it slowly into partner's mouth while kissing.

Tongue Sucking - A variation of the French kiss. During an open-mouth kiss gently suck on your partner's tongue (not too hard because it may hurt). Very sexy :-)

Quickie Kiss - When you're in a rush. Often the nose gets it rather than the lips.

Vacuum Kiss - While kissing open-mouthed, slightly suck in as if you were sucking the air from your partners mouth. This is a playful kiss.

Wake Up Kiss - Before your partner awakes lean over and kiss their cheek and move over giving soft kisses until you reach their lips. Definitely a more than pleasant way to wake up!

Virtual Kiss - For Internet lovers. Send an e-card or a kiss via email with this symbol: :-*


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