angela says:
i want you to read something for me
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I would be glad to ...listen
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
angel
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I will always listen to an angel
angela says:
My submission i would first like to talk about whata submissive is to me i guess..to me a sub is not one who is at ones beck n calla nd does lil meanial tasks that make a girl look like a fool...no...im not a doormat, im a human being witha purpose in life...i love to please, i love to bring a smile to a face...it brings me the greatest pleasure to know in my i fulfilled a desire for one, wether it be something s exual or just something as simple as getting a glass of water...
angela says:
D/s is not all about s ex or 100% control to a Domme , its about mutual respect love learning wisdom sharing devotion honor pride and most importantly TRUST...and 50 million other things, s ex is a bonus.....when one conects with your mind and spirit is when the erotic pleasure can truly begin....
angela says:
So where does a girl like me fit into this life....smiles....im a sub with the of a slave...i can see me giving control to One i trust with everything i am inside me....but on the flip side im also still a woman and we all know how women are i will voice my opinion greatly if i think someone is wrong , im oputspoken and
angela says:
basically im a bitch....smiles....im fiesty loving bratty at times but always honest....if i think you look like shit one day i will tell you...i dont see the point on mencing words...say how you feel when you feel it, holding it in just makes for a bad situation later
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
this looks familiar to me
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
where have I read this?
angela says:
lmao
angela says:
you havent i just wrote that
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
well its well done
angela says:
ty
angela says:
did i ever mention to you i wanted to be a writer?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
you ARE a writer ...you care about what you write
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so I proclaim you a Writer
angela says:
ty
angela says:
you should read my poems someday
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I would like that
angela says:
smiles would you really
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
yeah cuz then you'd have to read some of mine lol
angela says:
angela says:
deal
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and you are probably good ...cuz like I said...lol you care
angela says:
yes i do
angela says:
i took a wroting class in a community college once
angela says:
creative writing
angela says:
got an A
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
creotive wroting? you too?
angela says:
yes
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
yes I did poetry writing classes and stories and script writing and lots of different things
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
at MSU ...seems like a thousand years ago
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
the only way I have ever made money with writing Ironically is writing funny commercials.
angela says:
fear is an emotion our parents instilled in us when we were young....all it does is drive us to fear life
angela says:
that make sense?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and writing good commercials too I suppose
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
ponders
angela says:
omg i made Him ponder
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
okay I'm both a child and a parent
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
my fears are mine... I own them now that I am an adult... and it is my challenge to fix them/face them..... fear of something does not HAVE to equal fearing life...but it can get that way if one indulges themselves in FEAR... like a night mare makes things surreal and bigger
angela says:
ok but think about the fears we place into our children....
angela says:
the fear that every stranger is bad
angela says:
the fear if they dont eat some things they wont get strong
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
that is a survival instinct almost however... a parent should protect a child
angela says:
yes but that goes into adult hood as well
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
BUT .... a big but
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
you also have to understand that we come with a mindset too
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
similar children in ages even in the same house end up fearing different things
angela says:
yes we do
angela says:
but i know the fears my parents put on me made me afarid to face alot of life until i broke threw those fears
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I was afraid to learn to swim
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I was afraid to love
angela says:
and did you over come it
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
one thing they did to me
angela says:
yes exactly
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
the other I did to myself
angela says:
makes us afraid to face life
angela says:
love is part of life life is apart of love
angela says:
To truly love is to conquer all fears one puts unto themselves...(me)
angela says:
thats my other quote
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
loving someone is caring for that person's feelings ...as if they were your own
angela says:
yes
angela says:
as it should be
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so I have 3 boys
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
1 is afraid of the dark tonight at bedtime
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
what do you do?
angela says:
softly caress his cheek and ask him why and put his fears to rest
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
he's five and a little spoiled cuz he's the "baby"
angela says:
dont say oh well ill turn a night light on and make the bad things go away
angela says:
i under=stand
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and he's going into first grade in September
angela says:
my middle one did that
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
or leave a crack in the door yes
angela says:
explain to him nothing bad is going to happen to him that your there to protect him
angela says:
yes crack the door but explain there is nothing there
angela says:
dont say ill leave the door so the bad things go away
angela says:
that will instill that fear
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I first shut the door so it was very dark then I crawled into bed next to him
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
he was crying and saying it was bad
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
scared blah blah blah
angela says:
my daughter does that
angela says:
she is 4
angela says:
she started doing it after me and her were seperated for so long
angela says:
its usually cause of an upset in a childs life
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so I told him that he was safe
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and to hug up to me in the dark
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
his big brothers sleep with him
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
they weren't scared I said
angela says:
smiles
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
do you guys remember a time when you were scared I asked?
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
yes ... well we calmed down and our eyes got adjusted
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and after everything was good
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I even tickled them all in the dark
angela says:
good
angela says:
smiles
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and promised they would always be safe with me in there room...even if it was dark
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and then after all that
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
Marcus started right back to where he began crying about being afraid
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and how he needed the door open
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I joked to the other boys
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
for gosh sakes I have to crawl in the dark to the door to open it to make a crack ...
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I already said yes~!
angela says:
lmao
angela says:
hmm Sir crawling what a sight
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
almost started to yell at the little guy cuz he's working my last nerve ...its just his style to cry for what he wants
angela says:
then next time let him cry
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
zactly
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
he
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
is stubborn as hell
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so tonight I was nice
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and tried to prove my point
angela says:
like his dad
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
its not infact
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
scary in the dark in my house
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
its just dark
angela says:
lmoa
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
tomorrow night he can cry his head off
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
yes dad can be stubborn
angela says:
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
so I guess what point to you is
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
fear varies... and its roots and reason vary
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and what happens to us...happens
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
it is for us to learn how to over come it
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
sadly it is hard
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
but rewarding
angela says:
its only hard if we let it be
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
speaking words of wisdom
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
angela says:
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
listen to the angel come and speak about love
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
angela says:
laughs omfg no
angela says:
im a disaster at love
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and how it conquered fear
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
and hate
angela says:
i just no about life
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
life
angela says:
one day i will write my life
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
now that is what a writer needs to live to be able to have something to write ABOUT
angela says:
has lived
angela says:
has a life most couldnt comprehend
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
John Lennon said life is what happens to you when your busy making other plans
angela says:
lol
angela says:
my life now relvolves around work and home
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
with our tiny minds... squished into conformity helmets... omg I have been assimilated with out knowing
angela says:
smiles softly
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
I am become the borg
angela says:
ill ahve to find my book of poems
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
fuck and my neck hurts..
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
you would think once they make us robots...
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
feel no pain
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
wrong
angela says:
when you fuck your neck hurts
angela says:
umm stopping fukcing your neck
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
lol
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
the only thing wrong with sex on TV
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
is that you keep falling off
angela says:
sighs i dont even get tv
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
lol
angela says:
i need to get into bed soon
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
me too way past mine
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
this was charming
angela says:
lmao me too
angela says:
considering back to slave labor today
angela says:
it was fun
angela says:
angela says:
maybe tomorrow ill find my poems
▫§ìřŵ£övê▫™ says:
bows
angela says:
"Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be... it's easy! All you need is LOVE!"
