catching up on a few things...

alot to blog about ~!

I REALLY need to be catching up on a few things,
where to begin...

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my sweet julianna is recovering....
thank you God~! You and your lil ones are in my prayers daily~!

more to come on her ....fingers crossed!

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sweet sweet {SBIT} - also recovering STILL from cancer.

God answers prayers.... okay dats REAL

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heavens - still fighting

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pixi - may God watch over her and her little ones.

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and amanda - fOR YEARS my bestest friend day in and day out - LOVE YOU


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God Bless Amit in India... for believing in me always.



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my children are growing like weeds....

they are each unique challenges....

each have great talents and big issues to face and conquer.

James - like his dad is sensitive - he is as sweet as a 10yr boy can be, that's not always good. LOL
Andy - is a champion liar... I don't trust him and yet I love him so much. He's funny and athletic. A big challenge daily.
Marcus - is going on with second grade as if he should be there... he is tired of being the little brother and hits his bigs a lot. He is an eater... he will be huge one day.

So they are asking questions....
big questions....
little question....

its the time I love to be a parent...
its the words I hope to make stick THE MOST.
its when I hope they are listening best BECAUSE they asked.

what about sex?
what about jobs?
what is God all about?
what is right ?
and what is wrong?
and what is funny and what is not?
and more importantly .... comedy TIMING.

We parents have all the answers... right?

Learn, work hard, go to Church, its who you know not what you know...
You are NOT from "old money" .... work hard. *winks*

God has blessed me with this job...
I pray he gives me the strength to see it through.

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...even venita is trying in her way to be better.
there's no hope for my dreams in any case...
but I seem to be liking NOT dealing with a monster day and night.
the daily crisis now is more manageable.
hmmmmmmmm...

this goofy shower pic says a lot...

me happy - and why?

of course, it was snaileeeooooo that put that smile on my face...


simply another great visit. The best made plans do not always play out. We STILL had a great time...
dinner out and football on tv and the Country Music Awards.... who knew? It was hard leaving but again - a great time in the car listening to jokes and tunes and smiling at each other. The best was simply to be wanted and to be kissed and held.

and thanks to seddy for the use of her place! she's just da bestest.
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there's tons more....
each day is filled with things that I hold on to rather than paste here.

if you have read about my purpose in blogging - you know the POINT - is to get it out and be truthful.

I find truthful to be shockingly hard lately - I think that is why I avoid writing and that's not going to cut it.




we all have something....

we should all TRY to do better.

Amen








"how your soul learns... blessed and burned in the fire of your life!"