she admitted she lied

She comes to me crying (Venita) and admits to lying to me...
then doesn't tell me what she lied about...

2 days later (last night) she admitted it was the power bill she didn't pay...

I gave her almost 500 dollars to pay two bills...
one was 325 - she paid 279 and never told me... AND then the power bill - she had 150 from me to pay that... and she never paid it...

what does one make of this?

*cries*

survival

I will admit some days are just survival and we slip and we fail and we hate ourselves...

everything is wearing me out - I am not my best - I am sorry.

but I won't give up - the monster will never win in the end.

not while I breathe.




"Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be... it's easy! All you need is LOVE!"